I blew it...

So I wrote the previous blog "What Should I Do..." but just disregard that because I blew the surprise already. I'm really upset at myself because I accidentally let it slip while me and my boyfriend were having a conversation. It was one of those "I can't believe I just did that" moments. I feet like a complete blond. I'm so embarrassed by it, I'm not even going to tell anyone how I let it slip. Sorry. But on the bright side he is really excited about it and said it was the best present any one's ever gave him. That made me feel better!